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findingme34 member for 22 weeks 9 hours

I did it

Well , i did it, i finally took some advice given to me and told the "other guy" to chill. We are friends and until i figure my life out, this can't go on. Email or call cause you care or want to check
findingme34 member for 22 weeks 9 hours

Want Him Bad!

Okay, here it is bad marriage abusive marriage. There is this guy at my husbands work, (hate calling him that) who is to die for. He is HOT and is interested in me. He has been emailing me and I him and
findingme34 member for 22 weeks 9 hours

What Now?

I don't think he could humiliate me anymore! I want to ring his neck. Last night at my daughter’s softball game in front of anyone who wanted to hear. If you don't want an answer to a question don't
findingme34 member for 22 weeks 9 hours

I think its time

I am so sick of being the one who does it all! I thought marriage was a partnership not a dictatorship. he is just so mean and hurtful and the things he says to me like, didn't you do anything today,
findingme34 member for 22 weeks 9 hours

trying to stay strong

Every time i get up he beats me down. It is not fair and it hurts like hell! I really am trying but i mostly just want to curl up in the fetal position and cry. Weekends are like no escape for me. At
findingme34 member for 22 weeks 9 hours

Good Morning

I have a job interview next week and have lost 2 pounds!!!!! And I feel pretty damn good!!! I am doing alot of soul searching and finding myself and hoping that I make the right choices for me, I am finding